THIS IS ME......
This Place
I am in this place
A place of humility
Who me God you trust me with the souls of your people
But God, I don’t know enough, too shy,
I am in this place
A place of inadequacy
I have been broken longer than I have been healed
I have so many issues in my life right now, God
I know you know but God things just seem to be out of order right now
Work, Home, Church
Not right now Lord, I need some time to figure this out
How will it all fit in right now God when things seem to be in disarray
You mean right now
Yes,I remember the dreams..I know, but right now?
I know, that was you too
What about?….Okay, you’ll handle that ?
Alright, but…..Yes, I know you can do that too
And? ……Yes, Lord I hear you
I am in this place
A place of denial
He didn’t really mean me
I am too messed up, too emotional, been through too many battles, too distracted by life interruptions
I am in this place
A place of knowing
I feel the tug constantly, consistently
Can’t sleep and when sleep comes it is filled with more pulling
Toward the whisper…Yes, I am calling you
Toward the knocking, yes I mean you, daughter
You who have been broken, hurt, abused, confused, betrayed, isolated
You who have been faithful in praise in the midst of your pain
You who have worshipped Me in even a dry season
You who have stood in the midst of adversity but you stood on My Word
You who have trusted Me even when you could not feel My presence
Yes, you daughter
I am calling you
I am trusting you
You, I have set aside for such a time as this
You, now just say yes and continue to trust me even more, especially now
You… I have called
I am in this place
A place of acceptance
Yes, God my soul, my spirit, my everything says
Yes, Lord not my will but Your will be done
Yes, God I’ll decrease so that you can increase
Yes, God you can use me I am your willing vessel
Yes, God I’ll tell it
Yes, Lord I’ll go
Yes, Father I will take that
Yes, Lord
Yes, Lord
Yes, Lord
A. Bautista 08.30.08
Keep My Mind
When Life Seems To Slip, Fall Down On Me And Peace Seems So Far Away
When What I Thought I Knew Seems To Now Be A Mystery
And Everything Around Feels So Strange To Me
This Is The Time, This Is The Place That I Must Go, Back To when I first received Him
And Just Keep My Mind On Jesus
Keep My Mind On His Word
And All Of His Promises To Me, His Child
He Promised To Never Leave Me Or Forsake Me
So I Must Keep My Mind On The Savior
Oh Lord Sometimes There’s So Many Distractions, I Get Lost In It All
I Forget To Trust The One Who Brought Me Through The Pain Of My Yesterday
The One Who Taught How To Stay And Not Run Away
When Life Get Rough, Tough Too Tangled Up In Time Lost, Decisions That Cost, Pain Too Deep, My Soul Wants To Sleep, But He Said No, You Won’t Give Up, You Answered Now You Must Sup With The Master
At The Table Set Before You, No Not Easy But Sacrifice Isn’t Easy
Jesus Paid It All, He Already Paid The Price For Me And This Life
Come Too Far, Got Road Ahead, Back Is Not An Answer
So With That , I’ll Fight
To Keep My Mind On My Redeemer
Keep My Mind On The Deliverer
Trust The One Who Brought Me Safely Through Each Through
Trust The One Who Taught Me, To Pray “Our Father”
Yes He’s In Heaven But No He’s Right Here Same Time, Every Place
So I Must Stay On My Face For Divine Direction
Because I’m Lost Without Him
So I Plan To Keep My Mind On You Jesus
On Your Perfect Will For Me
Your Plan To Use Me For Your Glory
Sometimes It May Be Hard But You Promised Me My Mind You Would Guard If I Just Keep My Mind On Those Things Lovely Those Things True
Keep My Mind, Keep My Mind, Keep My Mind
That’s What I’ ll Do Even When The Tricks, The Games The Lies Try To Be My Guide
But Lord Yes I’ll Fight To Keep My Mind On You, Only You
You Are My Peace, You Are My Joy, You Are The Lover Of My Soul, You Are My Strength, You Are The Bright And Morning Star, You Are The Sweet Lily Of The Valley, My Shield And Buckler, You Are The Alpha And The Omega The Beginning And The End
You Are Beginning And The End Of My Life Story
Lord So I Will Keep Mind On You
There’s No Other Place For Me, But In Your Presence With My Mind Stayed On You
Continuously
Lord I Thank You
A.Bautista
06.2008
Adriann Bautista's Prayer Post
Dear Heavenly Father,
You are such a merciful Father. You forever give us your grace even though we do not deserve it. You are the light in a dark place. Your loving arms remind us that we are not alone, even when our earthly friends and family leave us. You are alwasy there gently whispering in our ear in the night hours of our midnights and even in the refreshing birth of each new morning. You allow us in the time of weariness and fatigue to lay on your bosom and you restore us and plant gentl…
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Posted on August 30, 2008 at 11:00pm — 2 Comments